Aadat Nahi Hai Na Itni Khushiyon Ki..........

12/11/2013 00:31
Aadat nahi hai na itni khushiyon ki..
To ab dar lagta hai..
Kahi ye khushiyan jhooti na ho..
Kahi ye sab ek khwab to nahi..
 
Dar lagta hai kahi aisa na ho ke meri aankh khule aur mai kahu ke "Kash ye sab sach hota."
Kahi aisa na ho ke meri aankhon me ye jo khushiyon ki nami h wo gham ke aansuon me badal jaye..
 
Dar lagta hai ke kahi tum bhi ek khwab to nahi..
Meri zindagi ka sabse haseen or behtareen khwab..
 
Mujhe dar lagta hain in khushiyon se..
Mujhe dar lagta hai inhe khone se..
Mujhe dar lagta hai khush hone se..
Mujhe dar lagta hai kahi rona na pade in khushiyon ke na hone se..
 
Mai darti hoon ke kahi phir se akeli na padh jaoon..
Mai darti hoon kahi phir se gham ke saaye me na ghir jaoon..
Mai darti hoon ke kahi phir se wo ghamgheen raatein na bitaani pade..
Mai darti hoon ke kahi phir se mujhe rona na pade..
 
Kya karoon, aadat jo nahi hai na in khushiyon ki..
Ab agar koi fakeer raaton raat crore pati ban jaye to kya aalam hoga?
Bas bilkul wahi haal hai mera..
 
Bas dar isi baat ka hai ke kahi koi aa ke mujhe chooti kaat ke ye na kahe ke, "Atoofa, jaag jao, bus se utarna hai hume ab. College aa gaya hai."
 
Ye nahi pata ke ye Khuda ki meharbaani hai ya koi imtehaan magar jo bhi hai, bada he haseen hai..
Nahi maloom ye bin mausam barsat hai ya sawan ke mahino ki shuruwat..
Par jo bhi hai bada he dilnasheen hai..
 
Aye ALLAH, meri hai yahi dua..
Na hona kabhi mujhse ruswa..
Maana ke nahi hoon mai teri sabse aachi bandi..
Par tu he to hai mera ek KHUDA!
Na tere siwa koi dusra..
Na tere uppar koi ho saka..
 
Samajh nahi aata ke khushiyan manau..
Ya inko chupaun..
Kabhi sochti hoon ke baantne se khuwhiyan badhti hai..
Lakin phir sochti hoon ke khushiyon me nazar bhi to lagti hai..
Phir sochti hoon ke chalo baant lete hain. usi bahane badh to jayengi khushiyan..
Phir yaad aata hai ke lalach hai buri bala..
 
Badi mushkil me hoon mai..
Na chupaya jata hai na bataya jata hai..
Na thukraya jata hai na apnaya jata hai..
Or na he jataya jata hai..
 
Aye Khuda, tu he bata..
Karoon to kya karoon??
Sabse keh doon??
Ya khud he khush ho loon??
 
Kya karoon yaaron, aadat jo nahi hai na itni khushiyon ki..
To bas yahi haal hai mera..
Na jaane kab hogi meri ye kashmakash dur..
Na jaane kab aayega mujhe sukoon..
Na jaane kab hoga mujhe ye yakeen..
Ke ye sapna nahi, haqeeqat hai haseen..
 
(A dedication to someone special!)
 
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