Never Thought!
I never thought things would turn THIS bad. It didn’t appear in the worst of my nightmares that such a day would also come. A day when I’ll see that happy group split, a day when people who once said all good stuffs about each other would behave like enemies, a day when the person I respected & honoured THE MOST would just leave me for something that is not even known by me, a day when all the dreams we had as a group and as individuals would burn down into ashes, a day that will make me realize ‘apne to apne he hote hain, no one else can be your own, unless they are, by birth.’ It was so unbelievable to take such harsh words from the one who could not think of hurting me in his nightmares even. A person who always treated me as his own (blood relation), a person who always suggested me the best possible things, a person who always wanted to see me at great heights, a person who not only said but meant each and every word of what he said.
This is not fair! God this cannot be done. This was not how it was supposed to end. Rather it was NEVER supposed to end until death. I’m unable to believe and absorb it. It’s so impossible for me to believe that it’s all over. Is this how You planned it to be? But WHY?? It was like my second family.
HELP ME GOD to be a strong girl and a carefree lady.
Seeking Your refuge, ALLAH!
A2fa ©